Monthly Archives: May 2005

Private Hospital Consultation

Michelle arrived early and

took me to see the lung consultant at the private hospital. We had a pleasant journey, although I was getting worried that he

won’t “find anything” for a long time. Although he did come recommended from someone I had carefully researched on the

internet. I was not to be disappointed. As soon as we got in, there was a spirometer – yaaaaay! After some preliminary

tests, he gave me what I have been after for 17 years.

He dismissed the NHS A and E saying I had no bacterial or viral

infection and reassured me that they were only relying on a very basic blood test. He agreed with me that I had a raging

infection and a definite obstruction, and said that there were signs of permament damage to the lung tissue due most probably

to what happened 18 years ago. He said it was highly unlikely to be a coincidence that I got ill and then got all these

symptoms. He gave me a short course of oral steroids and some strong antibiotics. He booked me in for an MRI scan, which my

lovely daughter Michelle is treating me to.

Now here’s an interesting aside about the steroids and EFT. Steroids suppress

the immune response and so suppress inflammation. I asked for them as my lungs, especially the left one, were very inflamed.

But the effect has been far less than I had expected, which means that the EFT tapping has been controlling the inflammation.

EFT alone.

I still have to tap for the effect of steroids on my now raging appetite. I have tapped on some very disturbing

fantasies of catching and eating rodents as well as this constant need to eat. But I have to keep tapping, and as you can

notice, I’ve been kind of busy!

Anyway, back to this question of why did I not do this before? And the answer: Because I

got used to being a medical victim.
Setup:
“Even though I’m a medical victim, I deeply and completely love and accept

myself. Even though I’m a victim, I deeply and completely love and accept myself. Even though doctors abuse me, because I’m

a victim, I deeply love and absolutely accept and adore myself.”
Reminder:
“I’m NOT your victim”
Shoulders squared, head up

high, sitting proud, tapping:
“I’m NOT your victim”
“Mr Top Lung Expert in The Country who medically abused me 17 years ago:

I’m NOT your victim”
“MY GP: I’m NOT your victim”
“His Sidekick GP: I’m NOT your victim”
“His Other Sidekick GP: I’m

NOT your victim”
“Those sh..ty private doctors a few years back: I’m NOT your victim”
“NHS Walk-in Centre in Whipps Cross,

in Whitechapel and in Frith Street: I’m NOT your victim”
“Whittington Hospital: I’m NOT your victim”
“Whipps Cross Accident

and Emergency: I’m NOT your victim”
“Woodberry Down Doctor Who Changed His Diagnosis Because the Top Lung Expert in the

Country said so: I’m NOT your victim”
“My GP in Shepperton: I’m NOT your victim”
“MY GP in all the other places I’ve lived

through 17 years of moving around, through poverty caused by undiagnosed COPD: I’m NOT your victim”

Standing up now,

carrying on as above.

Phew 🙂

🙂 🙂 🙂

When you have a chronic physical condition, anything that either emotionally or physically has a negative impact on you can make the condition worse. EFT is one way of throwing away the emotional rubbish collecting in your system. In the same way that we dispose of our household rubbish regularly for home cleanliness and hygiene, I use EFT to dispose of negative emotions for my optimal physical health. — EFT with Me, Suzanne Zacharia, PractitionerEFT Workshops Cape Town South AfricaEFT low-cost workshop London UK ——  EFT Master Practitioner Course UK —— Disclaimer – You are advised to consult with your medical practitioner before embarking on any course of alternative, complementary, or beauty therapy. Our use of systems that are trademarked or have a registered trademark represents our views and not necessarily those of the trademark owners.

Check out my new confidence program made when I got much better than the time of this post. This post seems like such a long time ago. I am so glad I don’t suffer like that any more 🙂 See videos of me on the page of this link and see for yourself how much EFT has helped me with my health. Thank you for reading this post and your patience with some of the database corruption from when the site went down once. And please share with someone who needs it 🙂

Harley Street Doctor

Dr Malcolm VandenBurg was very

calm and reassuring, very professional. And I immediately saw a human side of him when I entered; he received a client call

and just momentarily let his guard down. The complete opposite of all the small men and women with big pretenses I had seen

before (in the NHS, and some I have seen privately several years back). He did not even listen to my chest, which I knew would

have been a pointless exercise, just my story, and made a phonecall to the chest consultant whom we saw the next day. It gives

me great pleasure to call him Doctor because he is one in more than just name – no faux-medico-babble from him, just the

medical care we were paying to get, and faster than we expected to get it.

I tapped on all the above. There remains one

more thing to tap on, which I will reserve for the next posting, due to the Generalization Effect, where the effects of tapping

on the biggest event generalizes over the whole series of related events. Basically, when he hit Michelle with the expected

cost of the tests, I sat there in absolute shocked silence at how relatively little it was and how many times in my life I

actually had that money available to me. My partner had that amount last year too and could have given it to me. If it

wasn’t for a large business mistake last year, I would have been able to pay it myself without blinking. So why did I not do

this earlier? Because I got too used to being a victim, ie: All doctors were bad to me, all were going to abuse me, I was a

doctor’s victim and things were never going to change. This is something that I treat my clients for, clients who have

survived years of childhood abuse. And all along, I was suffering from the same syndrome, albeit in another way! How mad is

that?

So anyway, we were also in the reception room upstairs while Michelle paid the bill, and we got talking about EFT,

EMDR, and TFT. He seems to like using EMDR and was talking about research into EFT and EMDR. I explained how I pay special

attention to the eye roll in the 9-Gamut on the advice from one of my students, who is a psychotherapist, EMDR and now also EFT

practitioner; how this has taken my EFT practice even further, especially where trauma is concerned. Michelle said afterwards

that he’s a pretty switched on doc (she was delighted in his interest in EFT too) and after reading his credentials and his

experience on his website, I am indeed delighted to have gone there.

When you have a chronic physical condition, anything that either emotionally or physically has a negative impact on you can make the condition worse. EFT is one way of throwing away the emotional rubbish collecting in your system. In the same way that we dispose of our household rubbish regularly for home cleanliness and hygiene, I use EFT to dispose of negative emotions for my optimal physical health. — EFT with Me, Suzanne Zacharia, PractitionerEFT Workshops Cape Town South AfricaEFT low-cost workshop London UK ——  EFT Practitioner Course UK —— Disclaimer – You are advised to consult with your medical practitioner before embarking on any course of alternative, complementary, or beauty therapy. Our use of systems that are trademarked or have a registered trademark represents our views and not necessarily those of the trademark owners.

Check out my new confidence program made when I got much better than the time of this post. This post seems like such a long time ago. I am so glad I don’t suffer like that any more 🙂 See videos of me on the page of this link and see for yourself how much EFT has helped me with my health. Thank you for reading this post and your patience with some of the database corruption from when the site went down once. And please share with someone who needs it 🙂

Woodberry Down

Living in a constant state of

fear compromises the immune system. Woodberry Down is where I lived in that state, and this is an account of my EFT treatment

for some remaining aspects of the Woodberry Down experience.

When Michelle was driving me to or from the visit to Harley

Street, I saw a little bus with “Woodberry Down” written on it. It transported disabled people and had something to do with a

Woodberry Down club for kids. This innocent little writing on a back of a disabled and disadvantaged kids’ bus sent shivers

through my body. So when I got the chance to go to the toilet, I tapped on the Gamut point while doing the eye roll slowly one

way and another, repeating “Woodberry Down” to myself. Flashes of unhappy memories popped up and quickly disappeared, shivers

of fear came up through my body for a microsecond, only to dissolve into a smile and a warm happy feeling. Voices started and

stopped. Then, silence. Peace, calm.

Repeating it now, just checking for aspects.
Some discomfort, can’t see myself

walking through there unless on a client visit.
Full Basic Recipe on “this Woodberry Down feeling”
Can see myself walking

through it but heart races as I do.
Full Basic Recipe on “Woodberry Down feeling in my heart” using Choices statements in the

Setup.
Much yawning and grinning.
Tapping all the usual EFT points and a few extra:
“Remaining Woodberry Down feeling”
More

yawning. Decide to test it in a couple of weeks on my journeys. Walk through Woodberry Down Estate. Tapping:
“Woodberry Down

Estate”

When you have a chronic physical condition, anything that either emotionally or physically has a negative impact on you can make the condition worse. EFT is one way of throwing away the emotional rubbish collecting in your system. In the same way that we dispose of our household rubbish regularly for home cleanliness and hygiene, I use EFT to dispose of negative emotions for my optimal physical health. — EFT with Me, Suzanne Zacharia, PractitionerEFT Workshops Cape Town South AfricaEFT low-cost workshop London UK ——  EFT Master Practitioner Course UK —— Disclaimer – You are advised to consult with your medical practitioner before embarking on any course of alternative, complementary, or beauty therapy. Our use of systems that are trademarked or have a registered trademark represents our views and not necessarily those of the trademark owners.

Check out my new confidence program made when I got much better than the time of this post. This post seems like such a long time ago. I am so glad I don’t suffer like that any more 🙂 See videos of me on the page of this link and see for yourself how much EFT has helped me with my health. Thank you for reading this post and your patience with some of the database corruption from when the site went down once. And please share with someone who needs it 🙂