Monthly Archives: February 2010

Dream and Fighting

I have just woken up from a dream. Although in the dream I was happily resigned to my fate, I woke up feeling I have had a nightmare. In the dream, I had given up on my spouse going out with me, so I had dressed up to go out on my own.

As soon as I woke up, feeling unhappy, I realized what the dream was about. I had worked really hard, building up my business, purchasing carefully, advertising cleverly, opening up to new possibilities, with a goal in mind, that of getting my spouse a personal trainer again. In the UK, we had a personal trainer for a while, and he was very good. Then he left to form his own gym and then I found out my spouse’s settlement for the injury sustained was not going to even cover the debts we had gotten into for recovery from just the injury, and shelved it. But my spouse has severe ADHD and is usually incapable of motivation to go to the gym. We have tapped on this, and it started improving, and then I got this personal trainer who specializes in injury and had so much hope placed on him. But he was just like any other average personal trainer in the end, and he declined the work, too scared to cause further injury. He said that swimming was OK but “I would get bored just supervising you swimming up and down for 45 minutes”. I am now finally crying. How dare he turn down good business because it is boring to him? How did he make the decision to ruin one very good chance we had, just because it was “boring” to him? I feel devastated. I must have felt very upset, because for the past week, I have been taking it out on my spouse, exploding with anger at the slightest thing, totally unnecessarily, and I didn’t know why. Tapping on the events directly has not been helping. Now I know why. So I am tapping as I write this, and crying tears of bitter disappointment.

As a result, the advertisement I had thought not to place, I will now place. I must have been put off it because of the thought that if I make the money, there is no point, I will not be able to buy what we need.

I now know that this is a lazy personal trainer that despite being caring and professional, is not as caring as I am when it comes to my clients. I never turn anyone down if I think their treatment will “bore” me. I simply find a way to make it interesting. After all, I may be the last person they approach or have been referred to, and if I don’t accept to help them, they are at risk of either losing their life or the quality of their life, and I would never do that to anyone.

I’m still tapping as I write. Now the nightmare which shocked me into awakening is down to a 4 out of 10.

Actually, the trainer did say that if we got (yet another) MRI done and some blood tests, he is willing to re-consider the case. So now we are aiming at the goal of having the MRI and blood test. Blood test first. Then I have to check the MRI procedures, as I have received bad news in my email about one particular thing that is used in some MRI examinations. All will cost money, as this is a pre-existing condition, and medical insurance for anything other than emergency care is way beyond our means, because of the previous illnesses.

Tapping as I write, I now have a two. I realize that when I make all the money we need (by next month), it will not be wasted. If he still says no, you are too boring to work with, I’ll just remain on the lookout for someone better. we’ll find someone eventually. Or maybe we can just keep tapping for motivation, and maybe that is all we need!

Reminder (no Setup):
“This nightmare, this personal trainer”

Down to 1 for nightmare, 6 and 4 (both) for personal trainer.

Setup:
“Even though I have this [his name] feeling, I deeply…”
Reminder:
“[His name]”

All 0.

Peace.

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EFT Practitioner Morning EFT

I find that when I have a challenging day ahead, tapping first thing really helps.

Setup:

“Even though I dread getting disappointed today, with yet another day with no time for the gym, I deeply love and accept myself.  Even though I’m afraid my gym kit will remain unused in my bag, and I’ll miss out on precious ‘me time’, I love myself anyway.  Even though I still have system issues and I will probably be talking to one supplier after another trying to resolve it all day, I accept myself anyway”

Reminder:

“I can have ‘me time’ tomorrow, if it happens today, that’s a bonus.”

Feeling much better now  and ready to go  🙂

When you have a chronic physical condition, anything that either emotionally or physically has a negative impact on you can make the condition worse. EFT is one way of throwing away the emotional rubbish collecting in your system. In the same way that we dispose of our household rubbish regularly for home cleanliness and hygiene, I use EFT to dispose of negative emotions for my optimal physical health. —
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Stuck indoors again

I’m stuck indoors again. There is a problem with my payment system and until it is sorted, I have to personally supervise that it is, although I pay good money to ensure it gets done, and I AM MAD AS HELL about it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Setup:
“F…..ng STUPID ….., I’m now STUCK INDOORS yet again AND – AND I’M WORKING ON A DAY OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!”

Reminder:
“Working on my day off, stuck indoors”
“My only day off this week”
“Why do I have to supervise contractors’ work?”
“OK, so that’s why I’m the boss, because I can and they can’t, but why is that not much consolation right now?”
“Angry as hell”

Setup:
“I love working with clients, I enjoy giving workshops, but this admin and drudgery work, well, I had booked today off from it, but I have to do it anyway now, and I am so sad I can’t trust someone who doesn’t care enough about my business to get the work done unless I’m breathing down their neck.”

I don’t feel like killing someone anymore. I’m only a 5 out of 10 now.

Setup
“Even though I have this 5, and I’m ANGRY that I’m angry, I f….ng accept myself any f……ng way”
Reminder
“Angry I’m f….ng angry”

At the 9-Gamut, I felt it dissipate to 3, now at 2.23 (honest, no kidding).

I feel sick – I got so mad, I couldn’t finish my breakfast – gloop (porridge), my fav breakfast, ah well, I do want to lose weight, maybe I had too much in my bowl.

Setup
“Even though it interrupted my breakfast and canceled my morning and I’m not at all happy about it, I accept myself anyway”
Reminder
“Interrupted my breakfast and poisoned my blood [with anger and resentment]”

Setup
“Even though my morning’s canceled now, and I can’t have time to myself till Monday morning, and I am now angry about THAT, I accept myself anyway”
Reminder
“Let’s call this week a bust, next week’s another week, a new start, start again, no point trying this week, not meant to be”

I care about my business more than I care about having a day off. I’m now accepting that I do not have any time to myself today and will have to ride out this wave. I’m not happy about it but I’m calm. Maybe a 1. I don’t think it is going to go down any further, as I am continually supervising the work and it’s ongoing for the rest of today.

When you have a chronic physical condition, anything that either emotionally or physically has a negative impact on you can make the condition worse. EFT is one way of throwing away the emotional rubbish collecting in your system. In the same way that we dispose of our household rubbish regularly for home cleanliness and hygiene, I use EFT to dispose of negative emotions for my optimal physical health.

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