Month: February 2018

EFT, PTSD, COPD, ORCA 4 AM, and Spousal Tapping

EFT, PTSD, COPD, ORCA 4 AM, and Spousal Tapping

I woke up with the morning sun today. As we move closer to Spring in the UK, the amazing dawn tickles my eyes and warms my heart in the morning. I stir till ready to awaken, then the sun greets me with a warm embrace, filling the room with love and happy expectations for a new day.It was not always that way.There was a time when dawn and sunshine and mornings were forbidden. That gave me PTSD. Long story, too personal, but let’s say I was foolish to get into that situation, it taught me real love for all of my family, and the PTSD is over. Though I did have a bit of a cry this morning, as my spouse tapped on me. I was listening to ORCA 4 AM, a classic from my raving days. and more memories came as my spouse tapped on me. How safe it was to be awake at 4 AM in a field in the British summer, as dawn broke, the birds sang, and the crowd danced with joy. And how i was only there because i had discovered that MDMA dried my chest up and released the need to smoke from my body for a week afterwards. And my children had the choice of looking after each other or be put into care, and I was too scared of what would happen to them in care. I had COPD at that relatively young age, was misdiagnosed, and alternatives to taking nicotine in cigarettes were illegal or not thought of as yet then.… Read the rest